Hi!! I haven't written on this thing in over a year! Not sure anyone will even see this considering, and don't care... I read where my head space was this time last year and it's depressing. Almost hid it all.. but figured most of you have already read it. My inspiration to write here again was my visit to Pittsburgh/Ohio. I want to keep it with me and don't mind that it's public.. at least the parts I'm willing to share. The intimate details will go in my journal. But know I behaved entirely and have nothing to hide.
This trip home was amazing! Spent some much needed one on one time with my very best friends. I didn't even call the others, just those closest to me. My girlfriend, my cousin, high school bff, college roommate, polar opposite, and my bodyguard. And to top it off I took 3 of them to see the 4 guys who have kept me going over the past year. My inspiration to carry on. And they had a great time!! It was a hell of a night, regardless the fact that it was a short set after a long wait and possibly the weakest set I've seen thus far. I had one horrible moment where I was scared out of my mind and angry with a choice I made. But nothing terrible really happened and I handled my own. Which made me very proud of myself. So in an awkward way I'm happy I experienced it. The rest... A morning alone with Jamie, a night out with my bodyguard and my girls, an evening with Jess, another with Heather, dinner with JayBird, intervals with Poppa Bear, and up till 6am just talking with Naarnan... That's about all I could have asked for right now. I think each one of them told me how much they needed me right now. Which felt so good considering how much I needed them. Life away from those who complete you can be so hard at times.. But now my mind is back on track and I feel I know exactly what I need to do...
Quotes from the week that will forever make me smile:
"She told Sara to watch out for YOU 'cause you're crazy." - Crystal
"You're a good kid, LB... I mean that." - Poppa Harris
"Ya-yA-uh" - Sorry Charlie
"Soooo here are your options: I buy it for you now, OR, I buy it for you anyway and make you wait till Christmas." - VJF
"Like a tatTooOoo" - my girlfriend <3
"If only I could devise a way to look into his eyes, make love to his soul, converse with him, and become his whole world... Together, the perfect man." - myself
"That smell? ..Smells to me like Old Spice and Axe." - Jamers
"This place is called, 'the center of the world'... You could call any place on earth, 'the center of the world'.. still doesn't make it special." - Mother Trucker
"..for example, this bitch cuts me off, so I stick my head out the window and shout, "I hope you gain ten pounds!! .... All on your face!" - Naarnan
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